Better hope by Patrick T. Reardon

Better hope

(1)

Madam George is on the run
for selling better hope than the Pope
from her neon-sign storefront on Cicero Avenue.

It’s a business.

I need an advisor
to go through the files of my sorrows and soaring delights
and collate the data for me
so I can understand
the lines from one to another.
They mean something.

On the one side of the painting
is the empty formless white.
On the other,
the smears of bodily fluids,
the ugly beauty of breathing.

Vague voices
in the dark outside the kitchen window
say something unintelligible.
The lines that connect to spell significance
have many loose ends.

Belief is a door or a trap.
No way to be sure.

Il Papa
whispers his confession
to the gypsy woman
in the waiting room of the downtown bus station
among the homeless and the lonely,
those who wait like all of us,
those who wonder and endure
and face the blind future with open eyes.

(2)

The Sheriff of Cook County breaks
bread with Madam George at
Barnaby’s Pizza on Cumberland
Avenue while gladiators battle in
the sluggish football game filling
the big-screen TVs, filling the walls.

Sheriff: God has chosen me.

Madam: All are welcome.

Sheriff: In the district of the Gentiles.

Madam: On the day of transfiguration.

Sheriff: Of whom should I be afraid?

Madam: Fear the Lord.

Sheriff: God is love.

Madam: Meg Kranzfelder has died.

Sheriff: Gentle is her memory.

Madam: The other woman lashed out in irritation.

Sheriff: Or was it spite?

Madam: Or was it fear?

Sheriff: There is only hope.

Madam: Hope is rooted in doubt, and in faith.

Sheriff: Is Christ divided?

Madam: The blood of the Lamb.

Sheriff: The saint worked with plague victims.

Madam: The police were dour, and he smiled.

Sheriff: He overflowed with hope.

Madam: The hope flooded over the wrinkles of his pain.

Sheriff: Fool? Prophet?

Madam: All prophets are goofy, after all.

Sheriff: Evil is an axe.

Madam: We are tabernacles of joy.

Sheriff: And pain.

Madam: Yes, and pain.

Sheriff: What are you going to do?

(3)

Jesus wrote journalism at Northwestern University.
He hung out over the border in the Juneway Jungle.
He got to know the Samaritans and Romans. He played outdoor basketball in Leone Park and used his elbows to hold his position in the key. He knew the plunk of the arcing ball through the net. This is not something you forget when put to the test. He was naked on the cross. (Forget all those paintings.) His execution was on television, between upbeat commercials about car insurance and burritos. Half the talking heads called
him an ass. The other half said he was crazy.
His mother, still wearing her
blood-spattered dress from
standing under the arms of
her son on the cross, could
only weep. She’d seen this
coming a long time, from
the archangel’s first
words and her nod
and the invasion
of her womb,
knowing the
pain of
yes.

Patrick T. Reardon is the author of eight books, including Requiem for David, a poetry collection published in 2017 by Silver Birch Press, and Faith Stripped to Its Essence, a literary-religious commentary on Shusaku Endo’s Silence, the basis of the recent Martin Scorsese movie, published in 2016 by ACTA. Reardon worked for 32 years as a reporter with the Chicago Tribune, specializing in urban affairs, and is now writing a book about the untold story of the impact of the elevated railroad Loop on the stability and development of Chicago. His essays, book reviews and poetry have appeared frequently in American and European publications.

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